I've been held down so many times.
My reactions are often not what are expected and met with a harsh reaction.
Be quiet, is what comes to mind.
Think this, not that.
Say this, not that.
Found myself screaming internally last night to myself.
I've fought too much to the point where emotionally, I am spent.
Mentally, I am no longer up for the fight.
Spiritually, I shall never not fight.